Another hour-plus in the chair with needles and drills and suction and procedures that are as close to waterboarding as I ever want to get. (Tying up loose ends from last weeks’ root canal and getting a temporary crown.)
I get home and get past the nasty tastes left in my mouth from the topical anesthesia and the upset stomach from whatever I was swallowing, finally hungry. The anesthesia and the adrenaline wore off and I was hungry.
But do I need to have another meal of cottage cheese and applesauce? Or can I have a normal lunch? My eyes catch the poster I have on the wall to my right.
I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.

You’re not done with waterboarding until you’ve had implants in the upper jaw. Lower jaw, not so bad. Upper jaw, hell.
But I still sympathise… root canal and crowns are tough.
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