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Glitch Day #15

Payroll preperation was the cause. In my job there aren’t many priorities higher than that, not too many deadlines that are more important. We take care of our employees and that means that we get paid on time. Those deadlines are solid – miss them by 3 seconds and folks get paid on Monday instead of Friday and that’s a major failure mode.

So it was about 01:15 on Thursday AM when I hit the “send” button and wrapped it up, and about 01:16 when my brain unfocused from payroll processing enough to go, “Oh, crap!” For the 15th time in over ten years of daily posts on this site, there was no daily post. “C’est la vie,”  as the sophisticated French say, or “Shit happens!” as the somewhat more vulgar Americans would say.

A quick check shows it had been about 1586 days since the last time that happened, back on April 10, 2020. Oddly, while I do get anal about my “atta boy!” posts showing how many days in a row I’ve posted, and I didn’t get one of course on Thursday and am now starting over, I did get one at random from WordPress saying that (coincidentally!) someone looked at something on the site that day and it was the 100,000th “view” of one of my website pages.

Cool! If just a bit odd that it happened to occur on the day I broke that 1,586 day posting streak. Weird little Universe we got going here, but anyone watching politics for the past few years probably had noticed that.

Perspective is important. Not just the relative priority of keeping my little daily posting streak going vs getting everyone in the company paid on time, I was thinking more globally or cosmically as in the terrible news we got on Friday and everything going on with COVID and politics in the big, bad world and more personally the pain levels from my teeth and knee. (Both are getting better, but are very annoying.)

On so many different levels of our existance and life experiences, the common thread is that we’re going to get knocked down (or trip on a treadmill) and the only real option is to laugh, get up, and start over. Here’s to Day Three of the current streak.

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Life’s Too Short To Drink Cheap Wine

Some days the Universe just slaps you upside the head to remind you of that.

Don’t assume you’ve got tomorrow. Live big today. Don’t live in fear. Take that chance, revel in that experience.

Take that trip. See that show. Tell those close to you that you love them. Mean it!

It will all be over way too soon and you don’t want to leave any unplayed cards in your hand.

Enjoy the journey, no matter the path, no matter who you’re traveling it with.

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Earthquake Alert

In parts of the world (think, Japan, other parts of Asia) where they have even more dangerous earthquakes than we do, they’ve for years had warning systems that detected earthquakes starting and send out alerts to peoples’ phones and computers. While the energy from an earthquake spreads out from the epicenter quickly, communications systems are even faster. If you’re on the epicenter or just a couple miles away, you’re screwed. But if you’re twenty miles away and it takes a minute or two for the shaking to start and the system can trigger your phone in ten seconds, then you have fifty seconds to pull your car over to the side of the road, to get away from the windows and under the desk in your office, to have surgeons pause their operations, to have elevators stop and let people off.

We’re starting to implement those systems here in the US, but in all of the five or six years that I remember them being active here in SoCal, I don’t recall them ever going off before the shaking starts for me, or if they do go off, it’s been for a false alarm, telling me about something too small and/or too far away to be felt by me.

Until tonight.

Buzzing, shaking, that’s an alert that I hadn’t seen before and it definitely got my immediate attention! But there was no shaking. I had enough time to think, “Another false alarm?”

The watch went off a few seconds later, but still no shaking. I figured it’s different alert systems all tied into the same network. False alarm? By now it’s been maybe thirty seconds and my brain is thinking through the “how big?” and “how far away?” math…

And then the shaking started. The quake was 100 miles away or so, so by the time the energy got here we were swaying back and forth like being in a boat when a barge had gone by and the wake was making us bob around. That’s actually an excellent analogy, except instead of water it’s rock that’s transmitting the waves and energy.

While things were swaying around, multiple more alerts came in. Our shaking lasted for 20-30 seconds and never got particularly violent or energetic, but it was very, VERY noticeable. Even if we hadn’t gotten an alert it wasn’t like we would have overlooked it. If it’s small enough and/or far enough away, you only know there was an earthquake when you see a news report about it. This would not have been one of those.

So, the system worked! I’m sure they got a lot of good data on how to make it better for the next time, but I sure felt better given that 30-second warning. Especially if we have some higher confidence that the system works, when it goes off next time (and there will always be a next time) I’ll pay attention immediately. It’s not like hurricane warnings that are out there a week before the storm hits, or even tornado alerts that go out a few hours early. If sixty seconds is possible, I’ll take it!

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Take Advantage Of Your Opportunities When You Get Them

My philosphiphical advice for the day is to always be on the lookout for opportunities and to take advantage of them when they arise. In particular, I’m thinking about this in terms of the simple things, especially the ones that you just assume that will ALWAYS be there tomorrow if you pass them up today.

My example that got me thinking about this is the classic ice cream truck. You know, big and boxy, covered with stickers advertising ice cream sandwiches, creamcicles, bomb pops, and frozen Snickers, window on the side, usually with a cheesy, awful tune playing over a loud speaker system so that you could hear them coming from blocks away. When we were kids, that cheesy, tinkly, annoying music gave us time to go harass our parents for a couple of dollars and still have time to go running out into traffic to get run over trying to catch up to the truck. If we were particularly industrious, during the summer we would go walking along 72nd Street, scouring the weeds along the road for discarded Coke bottles that we could redeem for nickles at Pitko’s General Store, saving that change so that we could have our own money for the ice cream truck.

At our old house on Pomelo, the streets were flat and we were about five houses down the street from the elementary school, so we would have the ice cream truck by almost daily during the summer, every year. I would always hear it and always be busy, so I always figured that I would go out and catch the truck and get a random, spontaneous ice cream treat some other time in the future. Tomorrow. Or the next day. Next week, maybe. Next month…

Six years ago we moved to this house, which is at the top of a really long, steep hill that the ice cream truck might or might not be able to actually get up, and we’re nowhere near a school. Thus, NO ice cream trucks here. EVER.

And something made me think about that and realize that I had the opportunity almost daily for DECADES and I almost never took advantage of those opportunities. And now I’m out of luck.

Something else to check out when we’re shopping for the Forever Home. And you can bet if I find out that we’re on a regular path for an ice cream truck, I’ll be dropping everything and sprinting out for an ice cream sandwich when I hear that tinny, electronic circus tune. If I happen to be in the middle of a work Zoom meeting? C’est la vie! A guy’s gotta do what a guy’s gotta do! I’ll be older and wiser the next time.

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Proof Of Life – July 31st

Bye bye, July. You’ve been…fun? Interesting? Bizarre?

I’m trying to get my office payroll done on a tight deadline after having my ass royally kicked by my trainer at the gym tonight. I started using a trainer a month ago and while I can definitely see and feel the difference week to week, he’s ramping up the torture as we go, so where I started with three sets of ten at 5 pounds, 8 pounds, and 10 pounds (for example) I’m now doing four sets of twelve or even fifteen at 10 pounds, 12 pounds, and 15 pounds. I get it. Either way, by the end of the hour, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.

August?

There’s some real potential here for the world to pull out of this power dive and suck less. Let’s not screw it up!

I’ll check back in with you in 31 days. Tick. Tock.

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When Did THIS Stop Being Fun?

And why?

Granted, my car looked like shit and desperately needed a wash and I had put it off for weeks for one stupid excuse or another. But for $8 and ten minutes, it’s done and I had fun going through the goops and suds and sprays and fans!

Take any seven-year-old on a trip through the car wash and their first words when you’re done will be, “Do it again!”

Adulting sucks.

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It’s Going To Get Worse Before It Gets Better

I’m talking about the world, folks, US politics specifically. We have a long way to go before the November elections and even if we get a best case result out of that (I’m eternally optimistic, but I remember 2016…) it’s going to be insane and chaotic.

So, again, here:

Go find a place like this! There were birds and fish and trees and grass! Turn off your damn phone! (These pictures were taken with a DSLR, not my phone.)

There were folks swimming and kayaking and fishing. (And waiting for the eclipse on this particular morning, but let’s focus on the big picture here, folks!) You can do that too.

It will lower your blood pressure and make you less likely to stroke out. Which would be a really stupid way to go, especially since it won’t make one iota of difference to the evil bastards that are screwing up the world. So stay calm, live to a ripe old age, and if necessary, do it to spite them!

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Tree At Castle Rock

As you’re walking/hiking/climbing your way from the parking lot near the top of Mount Ascutney to the actual top of Mount Ascutney, you have the option (assuming you’re a masochistic, delusionsal fool who has conveniently forgotten that you’re 68 years old and you sit at a desk all day) of going off on about a 0.2 mile side trail pretty much straight up to get to Castle Rock. I couldn’t recall ever having gone that route in the past, and they had a BOGO special on delusional that day, so off I went.

It’s not so much extra climbing and altitude gain as it is going the hard and steep way just to see a big rock with a view. I had a good time and apparently lived.

You’re probably still 100 feet or so below the summit and off to the side, but the views are nice as you pop out of the side of the heavily forested mountain and can see for quite a ways.

Sitting on Castle Rock and looking back in, there are a great many trees that look like this. The Vermont winters can be brutal, cold, icy, and windy, and the first rank of trees next to the rock are fully exposed to those elements. They’re doing their best, but they regularly get the shit kicked out of them. Yet all of them still had some fresh, green spring growth somewhere. They weren’t dead and they weren’t giving up.

And when I slipped and almost fell off of the freakin’ rock, they were there for me to grab onto.

These trees are my favorites. We are kindred spirits.

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It’s All The Same Horror

At work I’m reviewing resumes and applications for a position on my staff.

Back when this blog started, eleven years ago, I had just had the company I had worked for for 30+ years shut down and I was looking for a new position myself.

Twenty-five years ago, as a single dad, I got back into the dating game and looked for a new partner.

Now we’re about three years into a search for a new house, having looked at countless Zillow listings, and now ramping up the intensity of the search by actually getting out and looking at potential houses.

It occurred to me today that all of these endeavours, house hunting, dating, and job hunting are just different facets of the same horrible game.

We’re making life-altering decisions which are fraught with peril, where a mistake can have massive negative consequences but the correct choice can have equally massive positive results. Yet we are working in the dark with insufficient or even incorrect information, hoping for the best, praying for the very best, and terrified of the worst. It would be fantastic to just get out of the game, to be safe, but that doesn’t work either.

So it’s like the Three Laws of Thermodynamics, which can be colloquially phrased as, “You can’t win, you can’t break even, and you can’t get out of the game.”

The potential upside is what makes it worthwhile, at least in theory. The chance to build a team, to have someone who will have your back, to be stronger as a team than the individuals in it, to have better tools and more capabilities.

Just be careful if you make the mistake of turning on the news…

A hell of a day, wasn’t it? Speaking of “horror.” But today we might have won one, despite what’s being said tonight by Faux News and the GOP “leadership.”

So we need to celebrate our victories, even if they’re not 100% complete and to the satisfaction of our dreams of a better world. We celebrate and we move on.

We can’t get out of the game. But we can keep playing hard and fighting the horrors.

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No Context For You, May 20th

Do we have a holiday coming up here soon? I’m feeling a bit fried.

Getting to the point where I don’t know which worries me more, that I’m starting to panic a bit or that I didn’t already panic a lot.

EGBOK – Everything’s Gonna Be OK, or so I’ve always thought.

I also agree with James Tiberius Kirk, I don’t believe in the “no-win scenario.”

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