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A Calm Pool

Some days you have certain priorities and the world has others.

I remain a clam pool amid the chaos, despite the fact that my to-do list didn’t shrink nearly as much as I had hoped for today.

Is there a nice old picture I can share, just as a break from the doom scrolling and endless stream of numbers?

Something I saw online said something like “Take two Bufferin capsules with a cup of Sanka and a glass of Tang and you’ll wake up in 1974 in the back seat of a Buick LeSabre.” I would take that deal, I would love to be back in 1974 and at Center Pond (shown) for a day or two with some dear friends who are no longer with us.

Instead, there’s a yet longer to-do list waiting for tomorrow.

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June 2025

It feels like I’m on a roller coaster at the top of the first lift hill – you know, that moment where it pauses for a second and lets you look over the edge, and while you’re not accelerating downward just yet, you know it’s coming, coming soon, and there’s absolutely nothing you can do to stop it?

May was like a month of setting up a huge set of dominos. Big picture, from an impartial, outside view, most of these upcoming adventures are good things. The search for the Forever Home. Starting to pack and think about the logistics of moving one final time. The annual audit at work. A bunch of other projects at work. Making some deliberate changes to my daily routines and habits (exercise, a trainer, more discipline in self care) to deal with some of the aging and stress issues. Mostly good, just change, and change is always stressful, even when (or perhaps “especially when”) it’s necessary and desireable.

Maybe it’s more like standing in the doorway of an airplane, waiting to do your first jump. You know that you want to do it, you know that it’s going to be a good thing, but it’s still terrifying.

It’s sure looking a lot like after months and months of prep and setting the stage, June is going to be when all of those dominos start to fall, when the roller coaster dives into its first loop, and when I really, really need to see if all of that planning and prep pays off and the parachute opens.

Exciting.

Exhausting.

Terrifying.

So here’s a picture of the DWP building and sunset from the Music Center last night.

As for Robert O’Hara’s new vision of “Hamlet” from yesterday? Someone who’s much more of a student of Shakespeare will need to weigh in. I’m just going to sit here and mutter “WT actual F??!!” over and over a lot.

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Proof Of Life – May 29th

SOOOOO angry tonight. Or frustrated. Or both.

Our payroll is due tonight and I just found out that they’ve COMPLETELY redesigned their data entry interface with zero warning, and it SUCKS!!! I always thought that the early implementations of QuickBooks Online was the worst program I’ve ever seen or used – this is giving it a run for its money.

The data entry that usually takes 30-45 minutes has already taken over an hour and I’m only a third of the way through it – at this pace it will be 1:30 or 2:00 AM or later before I’m done. And that assumes that there aren’t any more surprises or re-designs or other complications later, like when I want to get a report to verify that I’ve entered all of the data correctly.

WTF were they thinking??!!

Meanwhile, for reasons that make no sense at all to me, I got to thinking about how I don’t know how to stand for pictures without looking incredibly awkward. For example:

This has always been a favorite in this category. Prague, 2006. Calling Dork Central! What exactly am I doing with my arms, and why does it look like they’re both broken?

This is a little better. At least I found something to do with my hands. And these days I’m about 50 pounds lighter, so that helps…

Back to battle with the “new & improved” payroll software or I’ll NEVER get to bed tonight!

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Caterpillar Cloud

I came out the front door just around sunset and started the exit rituals. I said hello to the mourning dove hiding in its nest above the door. I said howdy to the medium sized lizard  who was catching the last solar rays on the west-facing front porch. I dropped and gave it a couple of push ups for competition and recognition – it did more, but mine were bigger, so we called it a draw and it scurried off into the bushes.

Then I noticed the isolated and gorgeous catepillar-shaped cloud hanging up there in the sunset sky.

Timing is everything. While it wasn’t going to get pink or orange or truly SPECTACULAR, it was brilliantly white and fluffy and feathery in a darkening sky. It was well above average, and these days that’s worth paying attention to!

If only I had wings to go do barrel rolls around it, through it, touching it, feeling the cold moisture on my face.

But I don’t. *sigh*

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Silence Unknown Callers

And THIS would be why.

The best feature on an iPhone. (And probably on Android phones as well, but I haven’t ever owned one of those.) The best feature on modern cellphones.

If our late-stage capitalistic hellhole is going to make it so trivial for every asshole on the planet with a bot app to illegally call and scam everyone on the planet, it’s good that there’s at leas one little thing that helps us fight back against the evil bastards.

My answering machine messages makes it clear that if someone from an unknown number gets sent to voicemail but has a legitimate reason to be calling, LEAVE A VOICE MAIL and I will return the call.

See how many of these low life bastards left a voicemail?

There are times when, usually due to an expected and critical call regarding work, I have to turn this feature off for a couple of days. It’s Hell.

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I Paid $399.99 For THIS?

For Christmas, I got myself one of the Oura 4 rings (size 13, if you want to buy jewelry for me for some unknown reason) for $399.99. It’s worth it, I like it, I’m very much into tracking my fitness and health parameters these days (being as that I have become and Olde Phart and am officially Phalling Apart) and between the Oura and my Apple Watch, I have lots of good data to work with.

But in today’s “NO SHIT, SHERLOCK!” moment…

The only surprise is that my “usual” day only has 90 minutes of “stress.” How high is that freaking borderline set?

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One Of Those Days – May 12th

Stuck down here, wishing I were up there.

Oh, didn’t notice the irridescent rainbow arc around the Sun until now! That’s nice…

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Conejo Mountain Via Powerline Trail

We had a work event today, a fundraiser with lots of volunteers, public awareness, education, collaboration, networking, and so on. There were 25-mile and 40-mile bike routes (I haven’t been on a bike in decades), a hike, and a walk.

In retrospect, I probably thought that, in addition to helping and participating as an employee, I would participate in the Walk (1.5 miles, flat, around the park) when I in fact took off with the group doing the Hike (6 miles, 1,000+ feet elevation gain, up into the mountains).

I finished and they didn’t have to bring in a helicopter to rescue me or recover my corpse. I kicked that mountain’s ass!

I’ve reached the point in the aftermath where every muscle in my body right down to my eyebrows is cramping, twitching, and incredibly sore. That mountain kicked my ass!

Image: Strava app

It was enough of an ordeal that both my phone and my Apple Watch ran out of power. It was weird finishing the route without any way of contacting anyone if there had been an emergency, or of checking my location on the GPS or trail map, or even taking pictures. It shows to go you how dependant I am on my electronic assistants. I AM BORG, RESISTANCE IS FUTILE!

We climbed up into the hills at the far end of the park. You can see the white tents from our event way off in the distance on the left.

There were a ton of wildflowers everywhere and at the beginning we climbing up along the hills overlooking some very nice neighborhoods.

It was cool and drizzly and foggy. In the AllTrails app you can see tons of beautiful pictures of the view from up higher – we didn’t see any of that. Totally socked in, we climbed up into the low-hanging cloud deck and pretty much saw nothing but grey off the trail. Cool, damp, wet, slippery – yeah, fun times!

And look! Over on the other side of the road you can see others of our group who weren’t horribly out of shape climbing up the first really good set of switchbacks. The clouds hide the multiple peaks stretching out to the north with high-tension powerlines swinging from peak to peak to peak.

In the end, I think the peak is looking down over the 101 Freeway where it dives down from Canejo Valley and Thousand Oaks down to the coastal plain of Camarillo. I’m sure it’s a spectacular view. Maybe some day I’ll be able to go back and see.

Or not.

Image: Alltrails.com

After I go home and was describing the ordeal experience to my family, the Second Daughter (who, along with her husband, is a hiker, runner, and camper, and very active) sent this link. YEAH! That’s it. “Moderately challenging.” Not quite the words I was using, but okay. Po-TAY-toe, Po-TAH-toe.

Lessons learned?

One, make sure the electronics I’m so dependant on are charged, or carry a battery backup if I’m going into an unusual situation like this.

Two, while I’m seeing a trainer and going to the gym, training for strength is not training for endurance. Similar yes, related for sure, but not the same.

Three, while my head still thinks that I’m 29 or 39 and I can just rip off a hike like this with little or no notice, reality says I’m 69 and things really, REALLY are starting to change.

Four, I need a better source of pain killers or horse tranquilizers. (Just kidding. I think.)

 

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Happy 12th Birthday, WLTSTF!

On April 29th, 2013, this madness started.

12 years.

4,384 days.

4,481 posts.

10,681 images. (90%+ are taken by me, maybe 95%+ The rest are images from the news, from cell phone screen captures, and so on.)

79 videos.

12 audio clips.

3983+ total comments. (Please keep them coming!)

Who knows at this point how many total views, total visitors to the site, or total likes. I’m sure that the data is buried off in JetPack somewhere, but I don’t routinely go check that sort of thing, so I can’t find it right now.

A ton of  followers including the fact that we just crossed the 775 line (now at 777) on WordPress, folks who get my  blatherationinings in their email every day! My undying thanks to all of you for your support!

God alone knows how many words.

The last time I either was too busy or, more likely, simply forgot to post anything was August 14, 2024. That broke a really, really long streak of  1,586 days in a row where I posted. Since they I’ve started a new streak and I’ve now posted 258 days in a row.

In total there have only been fifteen days of those 4,384 days when I didn’t post anything at all.

I hope that at least a few of the thousands of  folks who get notified every day that I’ve posted something take a minute to look and/or read and get a moment of zen or pleasure from it. I enjoy creating it.

One of the reasons that I started this site was to keep busy, keep being creative, keep sharing, keep in contact at a low time in my life, while I was between jobs for the first time in over thiry years. That situation got resolved with two great jobs at two great non-profit organizations since then. And at this last weekend’s LA Times Festival Of Books, I got the opportunity to talk to Chuck Wendig for a moment and thank him for his weekly writing prompts back in the day on his website. That also helped me get through that time.

I’m not sure what will be there to help get through this current time, but I’m sure something will come along. Or we’ll have to create it.

I hope that in the next year there are many more occasions to share a pretty picture, a goofy story, or something clever. Maybe there will be adventures, like finding that Forever Home and moving there.

I hope that in the next year there will be many fewer occasions to descend into a venting rant about something stupid, annoying, or depressing. If we can avoid any tragedies, that would be great. If we can still have a functioning country and society in that year, that would be even better.

I already have pictures of squirrels, lizards, and the Moon lined up for later this week… OH, BOY!!!

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2025 LA Times Festival Of Books

After a long, stressful week, what I want more than anything is to sleep in late and then do nothing except sit on my butt, with maybe a nap or two thrown in for good measure. Which is why I got up at 7:00 AM this morning, got dressed warmly (it was cold and rainy) and headed out for a day of “adventure.”

A couple of subway rides later (NO WAY I was going to try to mess with traffic and parking at a huge event in a crowded part of town when the Metro dropped me off at the front gates!) I was at the entrance to the USC campus for the first time in my 50+ years here. I’ve been across the street to the Coliseum a few times, and to the Science Museum down the street, but never actually on campus.

Nice place I guess, big bucks and an attitude to match at every turn, but at least the rain had stopped by the time our first event was over.

The occasion was the Los Angeles Times Festival of Books, which I’ve wanted to attend for years. The crowds and size are a bit daunting, easily 100,000+ per day there, maybe as many as twice that or more, but the USC campus is a big place, so it never got too awful. Lots of food trucks and a ton of booths and vendors – I didn’t get any books, knick knacks, shirts, or anything else, but next time I might not be so lucky. Next time I might come with a wish list of books that I need to pick up, but then I’ll have to carry them around and lug them on the subway…

The first panel we saw was moderated by Wil Wheaton, with favorite author John Scalzi, and new-to-me author TJ Klune. Talking about how to write speculative fiction in our bizarre political and social era. Excellent discussion. Baseline assumption as stated by Scalzi, “FASCISM FUCKING SUCKS!” No argument here!

Our second panel was the main reason that I got off my ass and made it to the event this year. Writer Chuck Wendig was there, the first time I’ve ever been able to see him live.

This panel was moderated by Ivy Pochoda, with Danielle Trussoni and Nikki Erlick also participating. It was about “magical objects” being used in their speculative fiction or horror novels. Another excellent panel, and I’ll need to be picking up some of the books from Ms. Trussoni and Mrs. Erlick to see what they were talking about, their novels sound fascinating.

(Photo: Michi Willett)

So, a good day of adventuring! Off my ass, out of my comfort zone, out doing interesting and stimulating things, and meeting up with Wonderful Daughter Two for the day. And I got all of my steps in for the day, and then some. Even my watch is happy!

Tomorrow I’ll sleep in late and then do nothing except sit on my butt, with maybe a nap or two thrown in for good measure. Maybe.

 

 

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