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The Wrens

I’ve mentioned the return of some of our fine, feathered friends.

When I get some time (way too rarely) and it’s warm, I like to go out on the back porch and read. These guys (and their neighbors) don’t take kindly to that. The guy sits on the BBQ and bitches at me. We have four nests currently in use under the eaves of the patio roof. The rest of them were all trying to play chicken with my head. But they weren’t anywhere near as bad as geese, turkeys, swans, or magpies can get. They never got within a few feet, just wanted to make sure that I knew they were there. Probably also showing off for the ladies a bit.

The males are all quite bright red at the moment, and extremely noisy. It’s a complex birdsong, very pretty, except when there’s a dozen of them doing it at full volume outside at 05:30.

The females have more drab plumage, the better to hide in the bushes and not get taken by a hawk. One day last weekend when I was sitting out here I suddenly had four or five of these little critters fly into the vines around one of the support poles, not two feet away from me. I was confused and surprised, but then one of the aforementioned hawks (probably a red-shouldered hawk, possibly a Cooper’s hawk) came busting by over my head, through the patio under the roof, and out the other side at about Mach 3. (Cool!!) He went hungry on that dive.

The females are not only more drab, they’re also much quieter. They have three or four little chirps that they use, but none of the complex birdsong of the males and at much lower volume.

That whole thing about the male of the species being colorful, brash, bold, and loud? It’s not just a cliche.

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Sunsets Are A Process

It goes without saying, but if anyone’s going to say it anyway it’s going to be me. Sunset photos are gorgeous, but it’s a process.

You can’t capture them in a single photo, or even a video.

The colors shift ever so gradually. Sometimes there are shades of orange, red, pink, purple, blue, and they all slide and transform second by second, but not so that you can actually see or notice, only feel.

Sometimes with layers of clouds and all of their holes and nooks and crannies (and crooks and nannies) you’ll get brighter moments, and rays, and shadows.

You can’t feel the breeze, or smell those bushes in a picture or a video. You can’t watch the bunnies come out to see if Major’s still around.

I took a break from a work avalanche and sat out reading a book. At one point I heard a buzzing sound from that bush right in front of me and thought it might be one of those HUGE flying beetles, but bigger than I had ever seen before. Close! It was a hummingbird, about three feet from me. It didn’t stick around when I moved.

The only bad part about a real book instead of an e-file on my iPad or phone is that about this point it got too dark to read. Oh, well. Back to generating documents and uploading them to the auditors.


Wash your hands. Stay home. Wear a mask.

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Front Yard Bunny

Going out just after sunset, I want to see if it’s clear. Is the moon up? (Yes.) Is Venus up? (Yes) Is the sunset pretty? (Meh.)

Last night, instead I got a bunny.

Over there by the cars. As soon as I come out, he freezes.

I’m not going to spook him, but I’ll zoom a bit.

If I don’t move, you can’t see me! Right?

Well, no. As soon as I move, he’s under the cars, through the rose bushes, and into the neighbor’s yard. Good luck munching over there, Bugs! That astroturf has a bit of a plastic aftertaste I’ll bet!

Tonight, no bunnies in the front yard. The reason was obvious – Major was out there instead! Major is some sort of a mastiff “puppy” who lives down the hill. He’s still growing, as cute as can be, a real playful beast, “beast” being the operative term. He may be less than a year old and still growing, but you could put a saddle on him and I could ride him.

Tonight he had obviously seen the bunny, which is why I found him up near the house with his owner trying (and failing) to drag him back to the sidewalk. “Bunnies?” I asked. She was apologetic and promised to get him off our lawn. Not a problem, I wasn’t upset, I understand the dynamic. Then Major remembered that I’m the guy that likes to play, which is true, but in these socially distanced days I thought discretion was the better part of valor and retreated back into the house.

I’m assuming the bunny, having seen 100+ pounds of friendly (or not) “puppy” coming at them on the dead run, was now somewhere around Long Beach.

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Fifty Years Ago Today – Not Star Wars

Yes, yes, “May the Fourth…” Maybe next year.

Remembering fifty years ago today:

I was only fourteen, raised in a conservative, Midwest, middle class household. I knew that people were protesting the Vietnam War and a lot of people hated Nixon, but I wasn’t involved. I was too young, had too many other personal, angsty teenager things to deal with, like girls, trying to fit in while being a fish out of water in a new state that I (at the time) hated, missing my friends from where we had moved, and trying to figure out how to get out of being an altar boy seven days a week because we lived across the street from the church.

The perspective has changed more than a little bit for me. (Well, except for the girls thing – still a mysterious mine field.)

I don’t know if I think that the military or police or National Guard today would open fire on a crowd of unarmed student protesters.

But given what’s going on in Washington today, and some of the potential outcomes for November…

Hypothetically, if a certain orange monstrosity lost the election by an epic, historic landslide but still refused to leave the White House next January (like you can’t imagine THAT being possible!) and a few tens of millions of people took to the streets around the country demanding that he go (despite what I worry might be a raging COVID-19 pandemic by that point with over a million Americans dead) and it started to get ugly (think Chile, or Turkey, or the fall of the Iron Curtain)…

Would the military or police or National Guard open fire on that crowd?

I would hope not. They might. But I would bet they wouldn’t.

But would these shits stains open fire on innocent protesters?

michigan lockdown protests(Reuters / Seth Herald)

Even thinking about that brings me right back to the 1960’s (we were living in the Chicago suburbs during the 1968 Democratic National Convention) and 1970’s (“Four dead in Ohio’).

Let’s hope that at this time next year we’re having “Yoda-ritas” and watching Star Wars marathons with actual adults in the White House and Senate and House.

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So Much…Everything

Things got done, accomplishments crossed off, loose ends tied up.

Yet tonight there has been so much anger (politics), frustration (COVID), sorrow (the season finale of “Zoey’s Extraordinary Playlist” which we knew would be brutal), awe (again, the season finale of “Zoey’s Extraordinary Playlist” which was SO EXCELLENT), and then a bit of horrible news (not family, not personal friends, but still…) that came straight out of left field.

ALL the feels tonight.

One last time – watch “Zoey,” watch it again. It’s streaming on NBC. It’s so excellent.

As for the rest… One step at a time. And we’ll get by with a little help from our friends.

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No Context For You – May 02nd

This was actually supposed to have information I needed. Not über critical, life and death information, just information. It does not.

I saw many discouraging things today re: our society’s current response to COVID-19. I saw many people, some of them folks I know personally and respect, doing really stupid and dangerous things. I saw total strangers denying facts, substituting their political opinions for data by doctors and scientists.

I fear for our country. For our society. For our future.

We might, in the end, be just too stupid to survive.

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Starlink Sighting

(Prelude – a word about “apparent magnitude,” i.e., how bright stars are. It’s like golf where the scoring is backwards – small or negative numbers are brighter, big or positive numbers are dimmer. The brightest stars in the sky are about M+0 (“magnitude zero”) to M-1.5. Venus right now is very bright, M-4.7. The full moon gets up to M-13. Getting dimmer, you get into positive numbers. The stars in the Big Dipper are M+1.8 to M+3.3, which will be relevant later in this article. The human eye in a dark, clear sky can see down to about M+6, but in Los Angeles on a light polluted night, you’ll be lucky to see down to M+4.)

SpaceX is in the process of launching a whole constellation of small-ish satellites called Starlink. When done, they’ll offer high-speed internet to just about any spot on Earth.

The positives and negatives of Starlink are complex. The positive of offering reasonably priced high-speed internet anywhere is obvious. The negatives are more subtle for the general public and involve the potential for catastrophic space debris events and the disruption to ground-based astronomy.

If you’ve hung out on this site for any length of time you know that I’m a bit obsessed with the sky and love to watch the ISS pass over. (There’s a “search” button over there on the right – put in “ISS” – waste the next few hours.) Since the Starlink satellites launch sixty at a time, all into the same orbit, gradually spreading out and separating over time, the effect is that of a “string of pearls,” one satellite after another following each other in the same orbit.

This is how the internet delivery system works. You launch a bunch of satellites into the same orbit and they gradually fill that orbital plane. Then you do another plane at a slightly different inclination. And another. And another. And finally you get that picture from the Starlink site like a web filling the sky, so that at any given time at any given point on the planet you have at least one, maybe two or three satellites above the horizon for you. While they’re all travelling and will disappear over your horizon in eight to ten minutes, there will be others following right behind. You’ll always have some of them up there.

So the first reaction of many folks was, “COOL!! At night, where now we see things like ISS going over every now and then, once Starlink is up we’ll have these ‘trains’ or lines of satellites following each other any time, every night!” And about two seconds later, those who want to observe the sky and take pictures said, “SHIT!! At night, where now we see things like ISS going over every now and then, once Starlink is up we’ll have these ‘trains’ or lines of satellites following each other any time, every night!”

For the record, SpaceX is aware of the issue (and the bad publicity) and is working on minimizing the disruption to astronomy and visibility of the satellites in upcoming models. It’s not clear if this latest batch had any of the new designs incorporated into their construction.

There have been a half dozen or so Starlink launches to date, the last one earlier this week. There is, of course, a site for letting you know when you can see them, findstarlink.com. And you can use Heavens-Above.com if you’re already using that to track ISS sightings like I’ve been bitching at you to do for seven years. (In either program, obviously, put in your location, not mine. Unless you live near me.)

Tonight, I was told there was a GREAT pass of some of the Starlink 6 satellites. Great! I went out to see what the hubbub was about.

Earlier today there was supposed to be a GREAT pass of these same satellites over Florida, and a number of the launch photographers and NASA Social types I follow on Twitter were going to be looking. They universally reported a complete bust, saw nothing. So maybe those design changes are working?

I went out into the front and saw nothing at first. But it was a little hazy, the moon is bright, there are two street lights out there (you’ve seen them in my ISS photos), and the rabbits running around the front yard had triggered the motion activation on the security light over the garage. I saw nothing. A bust? Maybe those design changes are working?

Maybe.

I went out into the back yard where I’ve got trees and the house blocking big chunks of the sky, but also a lot more dark. And a chair to sit down it. I spent about ten minutes sweeping the sky with binoculars, figuring the Starlink satellites might be really dim. With the binoculars I’m looking at stars down to about M+5 or M+6, even with the haze and moonlight and light pollution. That’s dim, less than you can see with the naked eye even in a clear, dark sky. But I’m also looking at a very small spot of sky, so I would have to be lucky to spot a satellite.

Nada. Until…

Until something BRIGHT flashed through the field of view. I figured at first it was an airplane, a trans-Pacific flight out of LAX. I put down the binoculars and looked up toward the moon.

HOLY. SHIT.

The first one I saw was right by the quarter moon, which is bright. Even near the moon, it was easily visible. Comparing it other stars (particularly the stars in the Big Dipper), it was probably about M+1 to M+1.5. All of them I saw were definitely brighter than all of the stars in the Big Dipper, which range from M+1.8 to M+3.3 (see the prelude above).

Then I saw the second one coming up behind it. And I had the sense to look back to the northeast where they were headed. And I saw one, two, three, possibly a fourth “ahead” of the first one I had seen. They were fading as they got down into the heavier haze near the horizon.

And. They. Kept. Coming.

The were about 25° to 30° degrees apart. I base that estimate on the size of the Big Dipper – from the tip of the “handle” to the far side of the “dipper” (Alkaid to Dubhe, if you want to use the stars’ real names) is about 25.3° and the separation between Starlink satellites was about the same order of magnitude.

All told I saw fifteen or sixteen satellites. I don’t know if this was a smaller subset that’s broken off into a different orbit from the rest of the sixty launched earlier this week or if I just missed the first forty-plus when I was using the binoculars.

The next to last one in the train was odd, sort of in between the two last bright satellites, dimmer, and while going in the same direction, it was a couple of degrees off to the east of the track that the rest were on.

So…

Really mixed feelings about all of this. On the one hand, seeing dozens of satellites in the same orbit, following each other like that for what had to have been ten minutes or so… The five-year old deep down inside of me was just thrilled shitless to see that. I’m not gonna kid you about it.

But at the same time, as someone who has sat up all night with a set of cameras and a telescope, taking exposures from five minutes to sixty minutes, with mosquitoes or hip-deep snow and everything in between, I can see where this is going to really mess with both the amateurs and the pros doing astronomy. And folks who are trying to hunt for comets and asteroids are going to have fits.

That last bit probably worries me the most. Comets and asteroids are a one in a bunch of millions danger to the planet, but if you lose the odds you end up following the dinosaurs into oblivion. I would sort of like the folks hunting for those, many of them amateurs, to have the best conditions possible. They have enough problems with clouds, weather, light pollution, and airplanes. I don’t want to handicap them with a few thousand moving targets passing through every couple of minutes.

I mean, 2020 – right? With our luck there will be that rock with our name on it out there just passing Pluto and we could spot it and have twenty years to figure out a way to deflect it and save ourselves, but we’ll miss it because someone in East Podunk needs to be streaming high speed, high definition porn while also playing Animal Crossing…

On the other hand, if those next twenty years are like the last three, I might be on Team Asteroid.

In the meantime, now that I know what to look for, the next question is obvious.

How do I take pictures of it?

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Done With April

Like, I am absolutely SOOOOOOOOO done with April!

This freefall thing sort of sucks. I know who I blame, and it’s not even an individual, but a whole cadre of evil MFers who are destroying the country and the society that I grew up loving and respecting and believing in.

So 2016 sucked, 2017 was bad, 2018 was really bad, 2019 just was a nightmare, and then January was horrible, February was worse, March felt like it was ten years of bad road, and now April…

It’s not you, April, it’s us. Truly. I’m sure you’re a perfectly good month that just happened to get corrupted and infected by a particularly bad case of MAGAts. You’ll get a chance to make up for it next year as we try to rebuild.

In the meantime, your more or less every other day reminder that there is beauty in the world, even if the news doesn’t show it, and that the bees and flowers and everything non-human are doing just fine.

Most of the roses just grow one at time – this one’s a three-fer!

Love this shade of red-orange-something.

It’s always surprising to me that two roses on the same plant can have such different subtle color variations.

Something about the depth of field and composition on this one grabbed my fancy!

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Happy 7th Birthday, WLTSTF!

April 29, 2013, first post. I think this year more than any other since then I can relate to how and why I started this site as my world was turning upside down and the foundations of my zeitgeist was crumbling. Only now it’s not just me.

Since then…

A couple of cancer surgeries in the family, both successful. My mother passing away.

Many, many, many trips. New York. Vermont. Virginia. Kansas City. Shanghai. Seoul. Kyoto.

Five NASA Socials. One total solar eclipse. Several lunar eclipses. Many pretty pictures of conjunctions and ISS passes.

Two new jobs and many new friends and challenges.

Many concerts and sporting events.

2,649 posts in 2,557 days. Some profound. Most not.

Thousands and thousands of pictures. A few videos, audio files, and supposedly clever Tweets.

And all of the folks who read and comment and have come along for the ride.

I try not to be boring. I’ll try harder next year.

 

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Tuesday Lizard

Is everyone a little scattered, a little unfocused, a little off kilter?

The economy’s going into the toilet? Tens of thousands dead, headed toward hundreds of thousands, and it was 90% preventable if we didn’t have an evil, corrupt, ignorant cult in charge of our country? And we’re in our fifth (sixth?) week of working from home and sheltering in place?

Remember, this guy doesn’t give a shit. He’s giving me the side eye because I have that whole “much bigger than you and a potential predator” thing going for me and he would be just as happy to not be eaten, but COVID-19 and the GOP? Nada. Zip. Zilch.

However, on a more upbeat note, especially regarding lizards…

First of all, if you’re on Twitter and you like lizards, you should be following @Afro_Herper, who tweets out a ton of interesting things about lizards. She’s delightful! Even better, every Wednesday afternoon she posts a picture on Twitter and we play #FindThatLizard, sort of a “Where’s Waldo?” with scales and a tail.

After watching a bunch of lizards running around the yard yesterday, we had this exchange:

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