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2015 – The Schizophrenic Year

(I had to use “schizophrenic”, I already used the roller coaster analogy.)

For almost all of us, every year has its ups and downs, highs and lows, sorrows and joys. (Insert your own dichotomy pairs here – I’ll wait. Done?) It’s a fine line to a certain extent – no one really wants it to be too frantic or hectic, but no one wants it to be too boring and dull either.

2015 might be the most “dynamic” for me in quite a while. I’m not sure that I’ll miss it.

The bad – well, obviously, my mother’s passing last month. I’m glad that we got to see her in July for her 80th birthday,

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and given her condition and how it had deteriorated after the stroke, it wasn’t a surprise, but there are still some strong emotions involved.

We had to put down our cat in February,

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and our dog a couple of weeks ago.

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The house is an empty place without their demanding and cuddly little presences.

On the good side, obviously, the great job I finally found after a long period of unemployment was the highlight of 2015. So far things are going very well and I’m looking forward to seeing what adventures and challenges the new year brings there. Having a regular pay check again is short on suckage as well.

There were three NASA Socials for me this year, to tour SOFIA in February,

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see the LEAPTech demonstration in May,

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and the fantastic trip to Washington, DC in April for the Hubble Space Telescope 25th anniversary.

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That’s a pretty cool trio of events. I enjoyed myself and geeked out a lot.

In addition to the Washington trip, The Long-Suffering Wife and I had three trips in 2015, to Vermont in July to see my mom,

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to North Carolina in April to see a friend of hers and a friend of mine from high school,

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and to Indiana in September for a niece’s wedding.

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In the air and at the hangar, we had a great airshow at Camarillo in August,

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saw the Blue Angels at Point Mugu in September,

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and had “Fifi” visit us for a week in March.

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Getting the opportunity to fly in “Fifi” from Camarillo to Palm Springs was also one hell of a great treat.

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I got to meet some of my heroes,

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and saw the Smithsonian Air & Space Museum for the first time.

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Most importantly, I, my kids, and The Long-Suffering Wife are all healthy and well. This is particularly important since there was one serious scare in particular in early 2014, but so far things are going very well in that regard.

In summary, there were a handful of really deep lows, but there were an awful lot of highs, many of which were pretty stinking good. 2016’s highs don’t have to be quite as big as 2015’s (although I wouldn’t complain if they are) but I could happily live without the really lousy lows.

Call me selfish.

I hope your 2016 triumphs are as satisfying as mine were in 2015, and your 2016 tragedies are more like inconveniences with attitudes.

Happy New Year. Welcome, 2016!

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Raising Steel (Part Nine)

Last night we had our Christmas party at the CAF Southern California Wing. As part of the festivities, the big bi-fold doors were opened on the new hangars and many (most?) of the people there got their first look at the new hangar. It’s not quite finished yet, but the electricity’s on, the doors are active, and it’s close enough to allow us a dramatic reveal as evening fell.

Yeah, I’m also playing with putting my videos on a YouTube channel and linking to them here on WordPress instead of saving them on the WordPress server. I’m told that’s easier, faster, and cheaper. We’ll see.

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CAF SoCal Wing Christmas Party

Excellent party, cold in that big drafty hangar. Good thing I had on a clever & snappy hat to go with that nice suit!

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Raising Steel (Part Eight)

It’s been over six weeks since my last update on the new hangars being built at the Commemorative Air Force (CAF) Southern California Wing in Camarillo. At that point the huge hangar doors were fully installed and the work on the interior had begun. We were hoping for an early to mid December opening – “hoping” turned out to be a key word. We’re close, but as we all know, that only counts in horseshoes, hand grenades, and tactical nuclear weapons.

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With the outside now essentially done, work has shifted to all of the finishing touches, some small, some not so small. On the exterior, the flood lights are up and all of the “man doors” and their hardware are in.

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Inside, the rigging for raising and lowering the doors is in place. I was surprised to see the straps installed instead of steel cables.

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However, it seems to be the most common system these days, at least according to the manufacturer’s website.

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We’re also testing a number of coatings to see which one we like the best for sealing the floor.

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The restrooms are all framed out. In our section of the hangar we’ll have two, while in the EAA’s portion they’ll have one for their use and one which opens out onto the ramp for use by pilots and other tenants at the airport.

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Everything’s stubbed out, just waiting for the water and electricity. Things should fall into place quickly once that happens.

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One big thing that got finished in the last week was the “cap” between buildings. Here you see the new hangar on the left and the exterior wall of the old hangar on the right. The two buildings do not actually attach to each other for earthquake safety – if (i.e., when) the next big quake hits the two buildings will sway independently, much safer than being a large, coupled system.

The problem is that something needs to keep rain and wind from coming in through the gap (about eighteen inches I would guess), so a cap was put on there. It doesn’t attach, but hangs over the old hangar’s roof so that water at the edge will just run off onto one side or the other.

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The 80% view, with the EAA’s portion just behind me, our maintenance & storage areas directly in front, and the huge area beyond the steel beams where multiple large planes will be stored. It’s going to be great.

 

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Depth Of Field

As I’ve noted before, there’s often a discrepancy between knowing something in your head and “knowing” it.

For example, I “knew” the whole time I was looking for a job that when I got one, my priorities and how I spent my time would change. When I was looking for a new job, I was working at the CAF and occasionally doing some consulting work, but that was all pretty loosy-goosey when it came to scheduling and time allocation.

When I had days when I wasn’t out at the hangar, I was filling out applications, looking for opportunities, writing, working on stuff around the house, and so on. Again, pretty loosy-goosey. There might be times when certain things had to be done at a certain time, but for the most part, I did what I did when I wanted to do it, putting my own pressure on myself to get things done on time.

Now, of course, it’s 09:00 to 17:30 (or later) at the office, then Saturday’s committed to being out at the hangar. That leaves just Sunday, which still has to start with breakfast with the Long-Suffering Wife and groceries, then see how much can get fitted in , despite the fact that I’m supposed to be resting at some point. (Having my beloved Chiefs beat the hated Raiders helped today.)

There were a couple of live events I had on the calendar today which would have been really cool to go see. Last night I was trying to figure out which one to go to, or even how to get to both… But I still need to get more of the Christmas lights up, we need to be ready to start sending out Christmas cards this week, we need to get the tree up, I’m behind on a bunch of other stuff such as tracking our personal finances, so we didn’t even try to get to either event. Despite that, time constraints meant I got only a fraction of those other things done either.

Then there’s sleep. As you might have noticed, most of my posts show up between 23:00 and midnight local time. In particular, during November almost all of the NaNoWriMo posts were posted between 23:55 and midnight. The fact that I didn’t have to be up at 06:00 had a lot to do with that.

Now I do have to be up at 06:00, or at least by 06:30, and I have to be alert and intelligent (hey, shut up down there in the peanut gallery!) when I get to work, so going to bed at midnight or 00:30 or 01:30 is a really bad idea.

To recap, significant changes, which are all for an excellent reason, I “knew” they would all be happening, and I’m thrilled they are – but knowing that and executing the plan are two different things.

Thinking about this tonight, it occurs to me there’s a physical effect that mimics this. Or maybe it’s the other way around.

In optics and photography, there’s an inverse relationship between aperture and depth of field. It’s not exactly advanced theory in photography, but most people aren’t aware of it. If you’re not familiar with the term, depth of field refers to the distance between the point near you where objects come into focus and the point further away where they go back out of focus.

If it’s very bright and you have your lens closed down to limit the amount of light entering (small aperture) you’ll get a very deep depth of field. Everything from very close to the lens all the way to the horizon will all be in focus. This is why scenes shot in broad daylight always show your family, the monument behind them, and the mountains in the distance behind everything all in good focus. It’s also why television and motion pictures always have those huge lights.

Bright –> small aperture –> deep depth of field –> almost everything in focus.

Conversely, if it’s dim, forcing you to open the lens way up to bring in more light (large aperture) you’ll get a very narrow depth of field. There might be a lot of things close to you that are out of focus, and a lot of things in the distance that are out of focus, but there will be a very narrow band in between that is in focus. This is useful to know if you want to take a picture that really draws the viewer’s attention to something in particular, you close down the lens so your subject is in sharp focus, while everything else blurs.

Dim –> wide aperture –> narrow depth of field –> almost everything blurry, only your subject in focus.

It’s similar to what’s happened to my priorities and scheduling.

While I was looking for a job, I had my mental aperture wide open. I had a huge depth of field. I was ready for anything, open to all sorts of options and possibilities, and everything was in focus, near to far. I was “a mile wide and an inch deep,” as they say.

Now, my mental aperture has shut down. I’ve got a very narrow depth of field. The new job, making sure I’m successful there, making sure I have time to spend with The Long-Suffering Wife and other family, my CAF duties – those few items are in sharp focus. Meanwhile, everything else is sort of fuzzy and catch as catch can.

I’m not sure it’s an observation which is particularly useful or profound, but I thought it was interesting.

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Back At The Hangar – This Place Looks Familiar!

After two years of being out at the CAF hangar in Camarillo (jeez, just hit the “CAF'” category on the right or put the word “hangar” into the search box, prepare to be inundated) pretty much three days a week minimum, occasionally more, occasionally much more, it was odd this week to not be going out there.

Mind you, assuming you’ve been paying attention, this is AN EXTREMELY GOOD THING because it meant I was having a wonderful time (really, I wouldn’t BS you – well, okay, we all know that’s BS too and I would, but in this case I’m not – promise – see, this is me grinning ear to ear in an extremely honest and convincing fashion!) in my first week at my new job. In addition, much of what I do as CAF SoCal Finance Officer can be done by email, phone, at at home, which is in fact what was happening in the evenings.

I know, I’m rambling. Sorry. (See, there was some of that BS I was talking about earlier!)

Rather than my usual five or six hours at the hangar on Saturday, today turned into a nine-hour-plus day. Not surprising, in part because all of my dear friends there wanted to hear all about the new job thing, but also because I had to catch up on a whole week of stuff that I couldn’t do from home.

Have I lost you yet?

Anyway, aside from my issues and work load and narcissistic, self-centered point of view, we had a nice presentation today regarding our Zero fighter . This was timed to coincide (sorta) with Monday’s anniversary of the Japanese attack on Pearl Harbor, which brought the United States into World War II.

I was busy during the presentation (see above comments about catching up on a week’s work) but will watch it later since our website and public relations guys were using two of my video cameras to record it. Later in the afternoon though, it was time to fly! After the obligatory little glitches, obviously. For that, I pried myself away from the computer and out onto the ramp.

We launched our Zero and our P-51 Mustang to fly together, since they were the dominant fighters for the Japanese and United States. Despite the fact that it was windy and getting more windy fast (15 knots, gusting to 20 maybe?), and the fact that there were all of a sudden about two dozen planes lined up to take off and a couple dozen more coming in to land, which is a very busy day at Camarillo, we got up, waited for a little bit of the air traffic to abate, and then made four passes with the two planes.

Like this:

You can hear the wind gusting about, but better yet, you can hear the roar of those big engines!

 

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A Time Of Changes — Again

944 days and 1,043 articles ago, I scribbled out 532 words about some changes happening in my life, how I should try to do more writing, what I was thinking of writing about, why my brand new website was called “We Love The Stars too Fondly,” and welcoming everyone to join me.

As you now know, at that point I was 104 days into what would become 1,048 days without a regular, paying job. I remember by that point realizing this particular time of changes was not going to be easy to endure or quickly resolved. I also realized there was a path paved with poor life choices leading to a quart of ice cream daily, Judge Judy, Oprah, and looking a lot like a 400-pound version of Howard Hughes. Not wanting to end up on that path, I chose to create a new path for myself, forcing myself to get into the routine of writing and publishing every day.

This website was one of the keys to staying focused, staying disciplined, staying true to staying on the alternate path, and never giving up. There were of course other keys, especially the undying support of The Long-Suffering Wife and my family. Getting involved with the Commemorative Air Force Southern California Wing as their finance officer also has been critical, as well as my involvement in NASA Socials over the last year.

Now we’re at the crossroads of another “Time Of Changes.” This one is as firmly based in good news as that previous one was in bad news, but that doesn’t mean the scope and depth of the changes won’t be as significant.

It’s not rocket science to see that a major component separating the two fates is simply how time was spent during those 1,048 days. It’s also obvious that some of those activities will have to take a back seat as the new job takes its spot near the top of my priority list.

The new job will no doubt involve a significant commitment and many hours. This is a good thing. (And by ‘good,’ I mean ‘fantastic’ and ‘spectacular.’) There will be many changes and a learning curve to deal with, but again, good thing! It’s a time of changes.

My CAF schedule will shift, but I’m confident I’ll still be able to fulfill my duties there. The new day job office is very near home and not significantly out of the way from my home-to-CAF route, so I’ll be able to get out to the hangar in the evening if it’s occasionally necessary. I will have to allocate more of my evening hours to keeping current there from home, but that’s what telecommuting is all about. There will be many fewer hours hanging out at the airport and playing with the planes, but that’s a necessary trade off I’ll live with. It’s a time of changes.

It’s likely there won’t be any NASA Socials for me for a while. Since they’re normally on weekdays and I won’t have any vacation or personal time for a while, most of the Socials will be victims of the time conflict. Again, a necessary trade off I’ll live with. There is always the possibility of a Social being held at Vandenberg or JPL for some event on the weekend (the next SpaceX launch from Vandyland, perhaps?) if I get lucky, and eventually I’ll have the option to take a day or two off if I need to go to a Social, but for now – it’s a time of changes.

Finally, while I’ll continue to try to post something here every day, I won’t be as obsessed about it if (when? yeah, it will be when) I have to miss a day here and there. But I will not be abandoning or shuttering this website in any way. It may be a time of changes, but that doesn’t mean I’ll easily walk away from something which has become such an integral part of what I do and who I am.

I expect in the short term I’ll often be more harried, busy, and occasionally within shouting distance of overwhelmed. That will be balanced by being more happy, confident, and secure.

Emotionally, I’m often not a huge fan of change, but intellectually I know it’s always inevitable and usually necessary. When I’ve faced those fears and doubts (it’s that whole “being an adult’ thing), I’ve survived all sorts of changes in the past ten years, including graduate school, flight training, and the aforementioned  1,048 days.

This is not an end, but the beginning of a new chapter.

I’m going to kick this transition’s ass!

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NaNoWriMo 2015, Day Twenty

Two-thirds of the way through the month – am I two-thirds of the way to 50,000 words? Well… At least I’m not that far behind. It could be much worse. All crisis management is relative.

Once again, “life” has interfered over the last couple of days. Dotting T’s and crossing I’s on that whole “killing the beast / 400 pound gorilla” thing (I promise, the big reveal is coming up this week, we’re almost there!), plus prepping for my CAF SoCal staff meeting tomorrow. (Remember, I’m the Wing Finance Officer.) Funny how they just won’t be that amused if I’m totally unprepared because I was writing another chapter of NaNoWriMo. Visigoths!

While I normally put in a lot of  internal links to previous, related posts here, I won’t be doing that for what I hope will be this year’s thirty NaNoWriMo posts. If you have jumped into or stumbled onto this story in mid-adventure, there are plenty of other ways to navigate around the site to find previous installments. Actually doing so is left as an exercise to the student.

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CHAPTER TEN (concluded)

The silence around the table was like a lead blanket falling over the room. Crystal looked from shocked face to shocked face, smiling her friendliest smile.

“Um, Ms. Reasoner…” Soichi began.

“Please, call me Crystal.”

“Crystal, you must understand that what you are seeing here is highly experimental and includes over a hundred million dollars in proprietary software development. I’m sure we can get you set up with a complementary version of our available commercial digital assistant software if you…”

“I’m very familiar with your commercial product. It’s very good, but it is still just a standard, top-of-the-line,” she at least got a smile for that, “digital assistant. It is one of many like it on the market. I understand the proprietary nature of the Sherman project and I will of course agree to all of the routine non-disclosure agreements. But if I am to give your product a proper evaluation for when it becomes available to the public, I would like to have as long of a baseline for using it as I can get. In addition, I would like to talk to you and your staff about getting an exclusive agreement to write the story of Sherman’s development from the inside, which of course would not be published until the product is released, and Homolacrum would have reasonable editorial control over the final stories. I want to work with you. I am not an enemy.”

“We do not consider you an adversary of any kind, I assure you, but we are not yet ready to allow Sherman to be utilized in the real world outside of the Homolacrum development environment.”

“Doctor Doi, all I am asking for is to be included now with your other alpha test users and then proceed through beta testing and so on. Wouldn’t it be useful for you to get feedback from someone who was not immersed in your development team, who did not have pre-conceived notions of what to expect?”

Again there was an uncomfortable silence. Pete finally spoke up.

“I think what Ms. Reasoner does not yet understand is that we have not yet begun our alpha test phase and allowed anyone outside of our development group.”

“Please, Pete, call me Crystal! Especially after, well… If you won’t, how will we ever get Doctor Doi to?”

Pete gave Crystal a slight not of his head and most convincing “yes, dear” smile, which did not quite make it to his eyes or his clenched jaw.

“Of course, Crystal,” Pete said. He turned to Doctor Doi.

“Soichi, despite Crystal’s misunderstanding of the current state of Sherman’s development, I have to agree with the point she has raised, as well as the opportunity provided for us to score a major public relations coup if we take her up on her offer for a collaborative documentary of some sort.”

“Pete, be serious,” Soichi said.

“Oh, I am quite serious. You know that for the past month there have been voices on the development team, including myself, that have argued for us to accelerate the implementation of an alpha testing protocol. We already have ninety-nine percent of the protocols defined as well as the training initialization routines. Even if we do not include a large number of people to begin with, Ms. Reasoner’s…”

“Crystal’s…” interrupted Crystal.

“Yes, Crystal. My apologies. Crystal’s qualifications as both an informed and educated user and as a journalist could be invaluable to our team. In addition, while I might not be involved with our financing and marketing, the one recurring theme we hear about from the C-suite is how we at Homolacrum are the little guys compared to the international megacorps and we need to be better, more daring, and more innovative in order to compete. This would be an excellent example of putting those policies and values into action. I recommend that we set this up and run with the opportunity.”

Again there was silence around the table, but this time a few expressions were thoughtful, and at least two heads were starting to nod in agreement.

“If everyone would excuse me for a moment,” Soichi said. He and two of the other department heads went out into the hallway for a few minutes and could be seen engaged in a spirited conversation. When they came back in they were all trying to keep their expressions neutral, but Soichi was neutral with a slight frown and the two department heads were neutral with a slight smile.

“Sherman,” said Soichi, “are the CEO, COO, and CFO all on campus today?”

“Yes, Doctor, they are all here.”

“Are they available to meet with us?”

“Yes, Doctor, at the moment there is nothing on their public calendars, although Mr. Daimler will be leaving soon for San Francisco and Ms. Wilson will be leaving later this afternoon for Washington.”

“Sherman, please contact them and see if they can meet with us in fifteen minutes. Indicate that it is an urgent matter.”

“Doctor,” said Sherman after a brief pause, “they all will meet with you in the C-suite conference room in fifteen minutes. They can give you ten minutes.”

“Fine, please send each of them a copy of the last half hour’s conversation here with Ms. Reasoner so they can review it.” Soichi was already holding up his hand to block Crystal from her standard interruption regarding her name.

“Pete, could you please give Crystal a tour of the server farm or something interesting for the next half hour or so? Please try not to do anything further to turn our schedules and preparations upside down and inside out.”

“Excuse me,” said Crystal, “Doctor Doi, if I’ve got time, would it be possible for me to meet with Doctor Meg Aoki? She’s working here and I’ve also been studying some of her previous work with non-human linguistics. If she’s available, I would be thrilled to pick her brain on another article that I’m working on.”

“Doctor Aoki is currently on vacation, I’m sorry. Perhaps Pete could assist you in leaving her a message and some questions for her to address on her return.”

Pete had to give Soichi credit, he had handled that curveball without a hitch. The message behind the look he got from Soichi was also clear.

Soichi looked around the room at his department heads. “Everyone else, grab coffee or whatever you need, we’re upstairs in ten minutes.”

Everyone hustled out of the room, each of them quietly talking to their individual Shermans, rearranging schedules and sending staff members off to cover for them on other tasks. Soichi left without looking at Pete or Crystal, clearly not thrilled with the way he was being blindsided and railroaded into something he wasn’t ready for. Pete took Crystal and headed toward his office.

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How Do You View This Site?

Out of curiosity, how do you view this site? Not in the sense of, “Is this guy the next Zen master & Enlightenment elf?” but in the sense of, “Email? Website? Phone? Tablet? Desktop?”

I ask in part because a month ago I changed the background graphics for those viewing the site on a desktop with a typical browser, such as Chrome, Firefox, Internet Explorer, and so on. While I originally had a grey-blue background with an old picture of Fifi (the CAF’s B-29) and some of our other planes escorting her into Camarillo in 2013.

That image was sort of dull I finally realized, so I changed it to the current one, a NASA-Hubble photo of Omega Centaur. There are a lot of adjectives that describe it, but “dull’ will never be one.

Yet no one said a word. Not one.

That made me think that most of those of you who view the site routinely and subscribe, probably get each post in your email. That’s the way I get other blogs that I subscribe to, and I know that the email versions are streamlined for that format and leave out a lot of the razzle-dazzle items that the webpage itself has. Meanwhile, folks stumbling onto the site without any background or reference would just see the new background and figure that’s the way it always is.

This theory makes sense, but I figured it wouldn’t hurt to ask. So, how do you view this site?

Email? The website itself? On your phone? A tablet? A desktop? Which browser? Chrome? IE? Firefox?

I’m curious. Feel free to stick something in the comments if you wish to share.

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Point Mugu Airshow – Part 7 – Even More Blue Angels

All good things must end, and so it is with an airshow. It was a long day, an extremely good and fun day, and I’ve shared pictures of  flying CAF SoCal aircraftstatic CAF aircraft, static civilian aircraft, two batches of static military aircraft, and a first batch of Blue Angels pictures. Oh, and there were also pictures of some of the feathered flyers at Point Mugu that day. With today’s pictures, I’ll wrap up coverage of this air show, but don’t worry. You can bet that there will be more air shows to follow.

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